Other than an hour at church this morning and a quick hamburger for lunch I've been working on genealogy all day long. I've had some real good luck, so it was worth it. There's been a big debate over who someone was married to and I believe I have solved the mystery once and for all. My boy's name was Alvis, not Alvin. Case closed.
I have little to nothing on eBay right now. I've been busy working on getting my Royal Jelly items ready for sale. I'm excited at the prospect and hope to do well. It remains to be seen. I may end up using them all myself. At least I'll improve my health; with my health anything would be an improvement!
I found out today that my neighbor had her shoulder surgery done by my doctor. They say he's really good. She said she did very well afterwards, but it took about a year to really get totally over it. I'm not sure if I have a year to spare. But it's comforting to know my doctor is really good at what he does. At this point he's only a phone call away from my surgery room.
I played the keyboard in church this morning. I don't know why, but it still makes me very nervous to do this. I guess it's because I'm facing the audience. I shake so bad afterwards. I want to do it; I feel like God wants me to do it. He's the reason I try to get past my fear and go each week. I pray really hard as I drive over there every Sunday morning. I guess it's doing some good. For better or worse I've survived each Sunday and nobody has gotten up and walked out because of my playing. I wish I could evoke more of a worshipful spirit; it's not about me playing so much as what I feel God is needful of from me. I think I'm suppose to be setting a mood. The way the crowd has "social hour" while waiting for service to start , I'm sure I'm not reaching the goal God has set for me.
I need more prayer. LJ
